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Charles Dickens: The Mystery of Edwin DroodCHAPTER 19. SHADOW ON THE SUN-DIAL (continued)'I have left off that study.' 'Not left off, I think. Discontinued. I was told by your guardian that you discontinued it under the shock that we have all felt so acutely. When will you resume?' 'Never, sir.' 'Never? You could have done no more if you had loved my dear boy.' 'I did love him!' cried Rosa, with a flash of anger. 'Yes; but not quite--not quite in the right way, shall I say? Not in the intended and expected way. Much as my dear boy was, unhappily, too self-conscious and self-satisfied (I'll draw no parallel between him and you in that respect) to love as he should have loved, or as any one in his place would have loved--must have loved!' She sits in the same still attitude, but shrinking a little more. 'Then, to be told that you discontinued your study with me, was to be politely told that you abandoned it altogether?' he suggested. 'Yes,' says Rosa, with sudden spirit, 'The politeness was my guardian's, not mine. I told him that I was resolved to leave off, and that I was determined to stand by my resolution.' 'And you still are?' 'I still am, sir. And I beg not to be questioned any more about it. At all events, I will not answer any more; I have that in my power.' She is so conscious of his looking at her with a gloating admiration of the touch of anger on her, and the fire and animation it brings with it, that even as her spirit rises, it falls again, and she struggles with a sense of shame, affront, and fear, much as she did that night at the piano. 'I will not question you any more, since you object to it so much; I will confess--' This is page 223 of 285. [Mark this Page] Mark any page to add this title to Your Bookshelf. (0 / 10 books on shelf) Buy a copy of The Mystery of Edwin Drood at Amazon.com
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