THIRD NARRATIVE
10. CHAPTER X
(continued)
He handed me the second of the two books which he had by him on the table.
"There," he said, "are the far-famed CONFESSIONS OF AN ENGLISH
OPIUM EATER! Take the book away with you, and read it.
At the passage which I have marked, you will find that when De
Quincey had committed what he calls "a debauch of opium,"
he either went to the gallery at the Opera to enjoy the music,
or he wandered about the London markets on Saturday night,
and interested himself in observing all the little shifts
and bargainings of the poor in providing their Sunday's dinner.
So much for the capacity of a man to occupy himself actively,
and to move about from place to place under the influence
of opium."
"I am answered so far," I said; "but I am not answered yet as to the effect
produced by the opium on myself."
"I will try to answer you in a few words," said Ezra Jennings.
"The action of opium is comprised, in the majority of cases,
in two influences--a stimulating influence first, and a sedative
influence afterwards. Under the stimulating influence,
the latest and most vivid impressions left on your mind--
namely, the impressions relating to the Diamond--
would be likely, in your morbidly sensitive nervous condition,
to become intensified in your brain, and would subordinate
to themselves your judgment and your will exactly as an ordinary
dream subordinates to itself your judgment and your will.
Little by little, under this action, any apprehensions about
the safety of the Diamond which you might have felt during
the day would be liable to develop themselves from the state
of doubt to the state of certainty--would impel you into
practical action to preserve the jewel--would direct your steps,
with that motive in view, into the room which you entered--
and would guide your hand to the drawers of the cabinet,
until you had found the drawer which held the stone.
In the spiritualised intoxication of opium, you would
do all that. Later, as the sedative action began to gain
on the stimulant action, you would slowly become inert
and stupefied. Later still you would fall into a deep sleep.
When the morning came, and the effect of the opium had
been all slept off, you would wake as absolutely ignorant
of what you had done in the night as if you had been living
at the Antipodes. Have I made it tolerably clear to you
so far?"
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