BOOK ELEVENTH.
CHAPTER 1. THE LITTLE SHOE.
(continued)
As he uttered these last words, his air became utterly
distracted. He was silent for a moment, and resumed,
as though speaking to himself, and in a strong voice,--
"Cain, what hast thou done with thy brother?"
There was another silence, and he went on--
"What have I done with him, Lord? I received him, I
reared him, I nourished him, I loved him, I idolized him,
and I have slain him! Yes, Lord, they have just dashed his
head before my eyes on the stone of thine house, and it is
because of me, because of this woman, because of her."
His eye was wild. His voice grew ever weaker; he repeated
many times, yet, mechanically, at tolerably long intervals,
like a bell prolonging its last vibration: "Because of
her.--Because of her."
Then his tongue no longer articulated any perceptible
sound; but his lips still moved. All at once he sank
together, like something crumbling, and lay motionless
on the earth, with his head on his knees.
A touch from the young girl, as she drew her foot from
under him, brought him to himself. He passed his hand
slowly over his hollow cheeks, and gazed for several
moments at his fingers, which were wet, "What!" he murmured,
"I have wept!"
And turning suddenly to the gypsy with unspeakable anguish,--
"Alas! you have looked coldly on at my tears! Child, do
you know that those tears are of lava? Is it indeed true?
Nothing touches when it comes from the man whom one does
not love. If you were to see me die, you would laugh. Oh!
I do not wish to see you die! One word! A single word of
pardon! Say not that you love me, say only that you will do
it; that will suffice; I will save you. If not--oh! the hour
is passing. I entreat you by all that is sacred, do not wait
until I shall have turned to stone again, like that gibbet which
also claims you! Reflect that I hold the destinies of both of
us in my hand, that I am mad,--it is terrible,--that I may
let all go to destruction, and that there is beneath us a
bottomless abyss, unhappy girl, whither my fall will follow
yours to all eternity! One word of kindness! Say one word!
only one word!"
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