BOOK ELEVENTH.
CHAPTER 1. THE LITTLE SHOE.
(continued)
All at once she rose, flung aside her long gray hair from her
brow, and without uttering a word, began to shake the bars of
her cage cell, with both hands, more furiously than a lioness.
The bars held firm. Then she went to seek in the corner of
her cell a huge paving stone, which served her as a pillow,
and launched it against them with such violence that one of
the bars broke, emitting thousands of sparks. A second blow
completely shattered the old iron cross which barricaded the
window. Then with her two hands, she finished breaking
and removing the rusted stumps of the bars. There are
moments when woman's hands possess superhuman strength.
A passage broken, less than a minute was required for her
to seize her daughter by the middle of her body, and draw her
into her cell. "Come let me draw you out of the abyss," she
murmured.
When her daughter was inside the cell, she laid her gently
on the ground, then raised her up again, and bearing her in
her arms as though she were still only her little Agnes, she
walked to and fro in her little room, intoxicated, frantic,
joyous, crying out, singing, kissing her daughter, talking to
her, bursting into laughter, melting into tears, all at once
and with vehemence.
"My daughter! my daughter!" she said. "I have my daughter!
here she is! The good God has given her back to me!
Ha you! come all of you! Is there any one there to
see that I have my daughter? Lord Jesus, how beautiful she
is! You have made me wait fifteen years, my good God, but
it was in order to give her back to me beautiful.--Then the
gypsies did not eat her! Who said so? My little daughter!
my little daughter! Kiss me. Those good gypsies! I love
the gypsies!--It is really you! That was what made my
heart leap every time that you passed by. And I took that
for hatred! Forgive me, my Agnes, forgive me. You thought
me very malicious, did you not? I love you. Have you still
the little mark on your neck? Let us see. She still has it.
Oh! you are beautiful! It was I who gave you those big
eyes, mademoiselle. Kiss me. I love you. It is nothing
to me that other mothers have children; I scorn them now.
They have only to come and see. Here is mine. See her
neck, her eyes, her hair, her hands. Find me anything as
beautiful as that! Oh! I promise you she will have lovers,
that she will! I have wept for fifteen years. All my beauty
has departed and has fallen to her. Kiss me."
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