| BOOK I. MISS BROOKE. 
5. CHAPTER V.
 "Hard students are commonly troubled with gowts, catarrhs,
 rheums, cachexia, bradypepsia, bad eyes, stone, and collick,
 crudities, oppilations, vertigo, winds, consumptions, and all such
 diseases as come by over-much sitting: they are most part lean,
 dry, ill-colored . . . and all through immoderate pains and
 extraordinary studies.  If you will not believe the truth of this,
 look upon great Tostatus and Thomas Aquainas' works; and tell me whether
 those men took pains." --BURTON'S Anatomy of Melancholy, P. I, s. 2. This was Mr. Casaubon's letter. MY DEAR MISS BROOKE,--I have your guardian's permission to address
 you on a subject than which I have none more at heart.  I am not,
 I trust, mistaken in the recognition of some deeper correspondence
 than that of date in the fact that a consciousness of need in my
 own life had arisen contemporaneously with the possibility of my
 becoming acquainted with you.  For in the first hour of meeting you,
 I had an impression of your eminent and perhaps exclusive fitness
 to supply that need (connected, I may say, with such activity of the
 affections as even the preoccupations of a work too special to be
 abdicated could not uninterruptedly dissimulate); and each succeeding
 opportunity for observation has given the impression an added
 depth by convincing me more emphatically of that fitness which I
 had preconceived, and thus evoking more decisively those affections
 to which I have but now referred.  Our conversations have, I think,
 made sufficiently clear to you the tenor of my life and purposes:
 a tenor unsuited, I am aware, to the commoner order of minds. 
 But I have discerned in you an elevation of thought and a capability
 of devotedness, which I had hitherto not conceived to be compatible
 either with the early bloom of youth or with those graces of sex that
 may be said at once to win and to confer distinction when combined,
 as they notably are in you, with the mental qualities above indicated. 
 It was, I confess, beyond my hope to meet with this rare combination
 of elements both solid and attractive, adapted to supply aid
 in graver labors and to cast a charm over vacant hours; and but
 for the event of my introduction to you (which, let me again say,
 I trust not to be superficially coincident with foreshadowing needs,
 but providentially related thereto as stages towards the completion
 of a life's plan), I should presumably have gone on to the last
 without any attempt to lighten my solitariness by a matrimonial union. |