THE TALE OF THE LOST LAND
CHAPTER 41: THE INTERDICT
 
However, my attention was suddenly snatched from such matters;
 our child began to lose ground again, and we had to go to sitting
 up with her, her case became so serious.  We couldn't bear to allow
 anybody to help in this service, so we two stood watch-and-watch,
 day in and day out.  Ah, Sandy, what a right heart she had, how
 simple, and genuine, and good she was!  She was a flawless wife
 and mother; and yet I had married her for no other particular
 reasons, except that by the customs of chivalry she was my property
 until some knight should win her from me in the field.  She had
 hunted Britain over for me; had found me at the hanging-bout
 outside of London, and had straightway resumed her old place at
 my side in the placidest way and as of right.  I was a New Englander,
 and in my opinion this sort of partnership would compromise her,
 sooner or later.  She couldn't see how, but I cut argument short
 and we had a wedding. 
Now I didn't know I was drawing a prize, yet that was what I did
 draw.  Within the twelvemonth I became her worshiper; and ours
 was the dearest and perfectest comradeship that ever was.  People
 talk about beautiful friendships between two persons of the same
 sex.  What is the best of that sort, as compared with the friendship
 of man and wife, where the best impulses and highest ideals of
 both are the same?  There is no place for comparison between
 the two friendships; the one is earthly, the other divine. 
In my dreams, along at first, I still wandered thirteen centuries
 away, and my unsatisfied spirit went calling and harking all up
 and down the unreplying vacancies of a vanished world.  Many a
 time Sandy heard that imploring cry come from my lips in my sleep.
 With a grand magnanimity she saddled that cry of mine upon our
 child, conceiving it to be the name of some lost darling of mine.
 It touched me to tears, and it also nearly knocked me off my feet,
 too, when she smiled up in my face for an earned reward, and played
 her quaint and pretty surprise upon me: 
"The name of one who was dear to thee is here preserved, here made
 holy, and the music of it will abide alway in our ears.  Now
 thou'lt kiss me, as knowing the name I have given the child." 
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