VOLUME I
18. CHAPTER XVIII
 (continued)
"Our amiable young man is a very weak young man, if this be the first
 occasion of his carrying through a resolution to do right against
 the will of others.  It ought to have been a habit with him by
 this time, of following his duty, instead of consulting expediency.
 I can allow for the fears of the child, but not of the man.
 As he became rational, he ought to have roused himself and shaken off
 all that was unworthy in their authority.  He ought to have opposed
 the first attempt on their side to make him slight his father.
 Had he begun as he ought, there would have been no difficulty now." 
"We shall never agree about him," cried Emma; "but that is
 nothing extraordinary.  I have not the least idea of his being
 a weak young man:  I feel sure that he is not.  Mr. Weston would
 not be blind to folly, though in his own son; but he is very likely
 to have a more yielding, complying, mild disposition than would suit
 your notions of man's perfection.  I dare say he has; and though
 it may cut him off from some advantages, it will secure him many others." 
"Yes; all the advantages of sitting still when he ought to move,
 and of leading a life of mere idle pleasure, and fancying himself
 extremely expert in finding excuses for it.  He can sit down and
 write a fine flourishing letter, full of professions and falsehoods,
 and persuade himself that he has hit upon the very best method
 in the world of preserving peace at home and preventing his father's
 having any right to complain.  His letters disgust me." 
"Your feelings are singular.  They seem to satisfy every body else." 
"I suspect they do not satisfy Mrs. Weston.  They hardly can
 satisfy a woman of her good sense and quick feelings:  standing in
 a mother's place, but without a mother's affection to blind her.
 It is on her account that attention to Randalls is doubly due,
 and she must doubly feel the omission.  Had she been a person
 of consequence herself, he would have come I dare say; and it would
 not have signified whether he did or no.  Can you think your friend
 behindhand in these sort of considerations?  Do you suppose she
 does not often say all this to herself?  No, Emma, your amiable
 young man can be amiable only in French, not in English.  He may be
 very `aimable,' have very good manners, and be very agreeable; but he
 can have no English delicacy towards the feelings of other people:
 nothing really amiable about him." 
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