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33. XXXIII.  THE GRAVE-SONG. (continued)At my most vulnerable point did they shoot the arrow--namely, at you, whose
skin is like down--or more like the smile that dieth at a glance! But this word will I say unto mine enemies:  What is all manslaughter in
comparison with what ye have done unto me! Worse evil did ye do unto me than all manslaughter; the irretrievable did
ye take from me:--thus do I speak unto you, mine enemies! Slew ye not my youth's visions and dearest marvels!  My playmates took ye
from me, the blessed spirits!  To their memory do I deposit this wreath and
this curse. This curse upon you, mine enemies!  Have ye not made mine eternal short, as
a tone dieth away in a cold night!  Scarcely, as the twinkle of divine
eyes, did it come to me--as a fleeting gleam! Thus spake once in a happy hour my purity:  "Divine shall everything be
unto me." Then did ye haunt me with foul phantoms; ah, whither hath that happy hour
now fled! "All days shall be holy unto me"--so spake once the wisdom of my youth: 
verily, the language of a joyous wisdom! But then did ye enemies steal my nights, and sold them to sleepless
torture:  ah, whither hath that joyous wisdom now fled? Once did I long for happy auspices:  then did ye lead an owl-monster across
my path, an adverse sign.  Ah, whither did my tender longing then flee? All loathing did I once vow to renounce:  then did ye change my nigh ones
and nearest ones into ulcerations.  Ah, whither did my noblest vow then
flee? As a blind one did I once walk in blessed ways:  then did ye cast filth on
the blind one's course:  and now is he disgusted with the old footpath. |