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74. LXXIV.  THE SONG OF MELANCHOLY. (continued)HE--of truth the wooer?
Not still, stiff, smooth and cold,
 Become an image,
 A godlike statue,
 Set up in front of temples,
 As a God's own door-guard:
 Nay! hostile to all such truthfulness-statues,
 In every desert homelier than at temples,
 With cattish wantonness,
 Through every window leaping
 Quickly into chances,
 Every wild forest a-sniffing,
 Greedily-longingly, sniffing,
 That thou, in wild forests,
 'Mong the motley-speckled fierce creatures,
 Shouldest rove, sinful-sound and fine-coloured,
 With longing lips smacking,
 Blessedly mocking, blessedly hellish, blessedly bloodthirsty,
 Robbing, skulking, lying--roving:--
 Or unto eagles like which fixedly,
Long adown the precipice look,
 Adown THEIR precipice:--
 Oh, how they whirl down now,
 Thereunder, therein,
 To ever deeper profoundness whirling!--
 Then,
 Sudden,
 With aim aright,
 With quivering flight,
 On LAMBKINS pouncing,
 Headlong down, sore-hungry,
 For lambkins longing,
 Fierce 'gainst all lamb-spirits,
 Furious-fierce all that look
 Sheeplike, or lambeyed, or crisp-woolly,
 --Grey, with lambsheep kindliness!
 Even thus,
Eaglelike, pantherlike,
 Are the poet's desires,
 Are THINE OWN desires 'neath a thousand guises,
 Thou fool!  Thou poet!
 Thou who all mankind viewedst--
 So God, as sheep--:
 The God TO REND within mankind,
 As the sheep in mankind,
 And in rending LAUGHING--
 THAT, THAT is thine own blessedness!
Of a panther and eagle--blessedness!
 Of a poet and fool--the blessedness!--
 In evening's limpid air,
What time the moon's sickle,
 Green, 'twixt the purple-glowings,
 And jealous, steal'th forth:
 --Of day the foe,
 With every step in secret,
 The rosy garland-hammocks
 Downsickling, till they've sunken
 Down nightwards, faded, downsunken:--
 Thus had I sunken one day
From mine own truth-insanity,
 From mine own fervid day-longings,
 Of day aweary, sick of sunshine,
 --Sunk downwards, evenwards, shadowwards:
 By one sole trueness
 All scorched and thirsty:
 --Bethinkst thou still, bethinkst thou, burning heart,
 How then thou thirstedest?-
 THAT I SHOULD BANNED BE
 FROM ALL THE TRUENESS!
 MERE FOOL!  MERE POET!
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